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Thursday, 07 April 2005

  • ...The result is rather typical of modern technology, an overall dullness of appearance so depressing that it must be overlaid with a veneer of "style" to make it acceptable.  And that, to anyone who is sensitive to romantic Quality, just makes it all the worse.  Now it's not just depressingly dull, it's also phony.  Put the two together and you get a pretty accurate basic description of modern American technology :  stylized cars and stylized outboard motors and stylized typewriters and stylized clothes.  Stylized refrigerators filled with stylized food in stylized kitchens in stylized houses.  Plastic stylized toys for stylized childeren, who at Christmas and birthdays are in style with their stylish parents.  You have to be awfully stylish yourself not to get sick of it once in a while.  It's the style that gets you; technological ugliness syruped over with romantic phoniness in an effort to produce beauty and profit by people who, though stylish, don't know where to start because no one has ever told them there's such a thing as Quality in this world and it's real, not style.  Quality isn't something you lay on top of subjects and objects like tinsel on a Christmas tree. Real Quality must be the source of the subjects and objects, the cone from which the tree must start.

    _Robert M. Pirsig  "Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance"

Friday, 18 February 2005

  • check your email gotta go to the dentist my teeth are rotting out my shoe is untied my job sucks frequent masturbator not enough sleep can't sleep love movies hate television where's your cadillac? you know everything you have a bad attitude you wear sunglasses in the house why do you smoke? you think your something don't you fuck i gotta take a shit! additive sedative laxative preventative 9 to 5 employee of the month solicitors fucking die i hate you all have you seen the news? paranoia no not at all reactionary hand it over we're taking it i gotta check my oil break a leg i've been meaning to tell you you've got potential my head hurts can we please just stop for a second? where is my life i can't find it do you think you drink too much? no we see through a glass darkly i am particular about certain things i feel as though i could die if the result was to just float in space what you do can and often affects other people bottom of the bottle not willing to settle for anything but the truth where is it? mail the payment and this is going on your credit report out of gas feeling ill my pen is out of ink.

Monday, 14 February 2005

  • I remember the tears of that day

    But fall short of recollections

    Only to glimpse them

    Here and there

    Through song or speedometer

     

    As the sun cannot be stared at

    I can only step out into their light (So bright my heart has to squint)

    Then fall down to the green grass of gloom

    To warm myself

     

    In the memory of you

     

  • Like a dog back to his vomit

    Or a man back to his sin

    I find myself running after you

    With open arms

     

    To you oh despair

    Hiding in everything

    Everywhere

     

    Coating my memories with your perfume

    In every frame I am aware of you

    Silently hiding behind every smile and laugh

    Poised as a predator ready to attack

     

    Pointing Telling Showing

     

    Taking me

    Where I can't bring myself to go

     

    As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death

    And fear every evil

    Thou art with me

    Haunting me

     

    With things I cannot know

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